Just reading Spurgeon and He talked about how much Jesus loves us. Thinking back on my life having Kristol and so thankful that The Lord had me on His heart and had such precious thoughts concerning me! How not only am I washed in His blood, I am justified, sanctified and going to spend eternity with him! He has assured me of His salvation! But during Krissies life , he kept me able to care for her, protect her! He gave me strength, peace, long suffering, joy and till the very end He had my Mommas heart on His mind! For I was able to sing Her into eternity in my arms! He allowed me to have April help plan her homegoing and my wonderful parents and sister pay for the whole thing. He gave 5 years to dwell on and whisper in my heart how he wanted the funeral to be like! He does love his children! He is so very caring and gracious toward us, his children! Thank you Jesus for not only doing everything for my eternal security, but for the small things that matter to my heart! I love you and praise you!! Spurgeon said: There is no part of His people's interests which He does not consider, and there is nothing which concerns their welfare which is not important to Him! So very true! So very glad!